Ahh the mornign time... when we wake to realise that there is another day ahead of poopy bums due to toilet training, more vomit from a 2 month old (Cos you know... its inevitable!) and of course theres the time of day when hubby gets home and both the kids are soooo excited to see him it makes my heart melt!
My eldest, Miss A is such a Daddys girl that sometimes, its hard to believe that i actually exisist! I dont mind this as seeing him turn from tough to a puddle on the floor makes me laugh! Mr D (the hubby) likes to think he's tough, he rides a motorbike and is getting "ïnked" at the end of next month..He's such a softy though! He lives for both his girls (and me I'd like to think :P)
He is the only man in the world who Iwill always be 100% honest with, ill tell him if he annoys me, or if he stinks - hey, sometimes you GOTTA tell them! I appreciate everything he does for me, also for the kids...
The biggest thing iss about to get done on wednesday... He has booked in to get the snip.... I am so grateful that he doesnt mind having his genitals cut into.. (after what mine had to go through, he'd better not complain!) So he is all booked in, ive bought him an ice pack - i told you, he's a softy! We're all set.
And now i start to get second thoughts... What if I do want more kids? what if something happends to one of our girls? what if it doesnt work? Stupid Jess and her stupid head! :P
I dont think i could ever go through the pain of child birth again but who's to say that in 5 years I may be a stronger person?? In my own head I know I dont want any more kids.. I can only just handle 2, I know i couldnt do 3 :D but now that its all in motion im just going through the motions I guess hahaha.
Who'd have thought? me, Jess, would ever settle down and have kids.. let alone get married (planning for 2012).
Life brings such unexpected things, but in the end you find that you turn out happier with the things you get given in life!
- Stress is like a rocking chair, gives you something to do, but gets you nowhere...
Cos i can
xx Jess
Mr D sounds like a big Marshmallow like my hubby.
ReplyDeleteThe snip is a big step, I know I don't want anymore children, but I am hesitant on letting my hubby snip his stuff, just in case.
You know there is an operation like it, that is reversible, maybe that could be an option?
yeah we looked into it but sat down and had a massive talk about it... so we are all prepared for no more kids! Yeah Mr D is a marshmallow! (shh dont tell him though!) He still likes to think he's tough! :P
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